i thought, instead of the boring wordy posts, why don’t we make use of visuals?
That’s all folks… Till then…
I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
cause
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
I don’t know if I made a right decision. But I hope things turn out well this time round. It’s gonna be our one last shot and I’m putting my everything into making things right again. Whatever turns out at the end of the day, it’s up to our own faith to believe in it.
Faith – do we have it?
Just back from lunch with Angela. She was at her new job and I guess things wasn’t as rosy as it seemed to be. She’s facing, yet again, the same superior-subordinate issue.
It’s just queer why people just can’t seem to work together peacefully. Instead, what we see around us are the evils sins of human nature. Backstabbing and bootlicking, all for one damn reason – Attention. And the fact that it is so much more apparent in the working environment that I am in, it totally turns me off. I’ve seen for myself, a few classic examples, of 2 faced hypocrites who pretend to be all so friendly with you, yet turns out to harm and attack you when you’re most defenseless, of selfish people who do and say things only to their sole benefit and not thinking if hurt was transferred due to their doings, of arrogant people who turned their heads away just because they had their taste of success (which is minimal) and the list goes on…
It saddens me to see these things happening around me. But what can I do as an individual?
Nothing.
Crossroads.
That’s what I see now. What’s right and what’s wrong? What’s real and what’s not? Can’t seem to figure them out now. But one thing I know, I’ll be in this by myself – which sadly, spells loneliness. I’ve just got to do something but again, what? Feeling extremely lost and confused right now.
Should things go back to what it was like or should I move on as a stronger person?
You tell me…
I’m gonna start on this daily thing again. But this time, it will be shorter and sweeter – something more straight to the point. Cut that lengthy posts ahead. I’m gonna start this from tomorrow…
Till then, good nights.
Work’s busy. As usual. Damn. I lack time.
Lucks to my kids for their Olevels. All the best guys!
If you realised, I only update on a weekly basis. Haha. Job is STILL busy, STILL uncertain. Hope things will pick up soon.
Updates on Pui’s 21st birthday bash. Held in a function room at Guilin View. She invited her family and her friends only. A rather small scale one, but good enough I guess. She looks stunning cos she was smiling all night. Buffet was good, the cake was the best – swensen’s ice cream cake. Slurps!
Siti didn’t make it cos’ she wasn’t feeling so well that day. That leaves me, bowling, deafy and mouse. We reached pretty late, one of the last few. Camwhored like crazy. It was fun-o-fun.
Deafy looks so comical
After that, I met Mr.Cookie. for supper. Because of our busy schedule, we haven’t been spending much quality time together. Harh! We will alright? Soon.
Hello guys. I know I’ve been missing for the longest period of time but yeah, I’m doing good. Work training’s done and we are all ready to roll out to different teams (very sad). But I guess, life’s gotta go on. Not really ready to do any sales yet but attended this roadshow recently which was indeed an eye opener. Within just a few hours of work, I see different kinds of people – kind ones, rude ones, emotionless ones… you name it, and you’ll get it. Haha.
Most of us are still under immediate training with our BDMs. Facing a little pressure here and there, something that I must learn to cope with. But hey, once I get through this, I may be stronger to meet even tougher challenges out there. So, not that bad yes?
Work has been taking up a lot of my used-to-have free time. Now I lack time for my family, Mr.Cookie. and my lovely friends. I miss hanging out with all of them. Working life is so disgusting. Weekends now passes so quickly that I hardly feel anything at all. I have no chance for a light breather. Sigh. I gotta stop complaining like a small kid and learn to grow up.
So, did I mentioned, my training team mates did a steamboat dinner to celebrate our rolling out? The food was alright, I guess the company was better. Took plenty of silly and “oily” pictures (haha). Nuff’ said, pictures yes?
My BaNaNa craze
Then last week, I went for a very impromptu primary reunion in my primary school. Our batch was invited to attend a mooncake festival event organised of cos by the school. Gotta thank Kangtai for putting this up for us. Haven’t seen my primary school peeps (besides eileen and those who went to CTSS) ever since we splited up from primary school. It’s such a pity but hey, at least some of us managed to make an effort to go down to school for this event. And guess what? Thanks to Kangtai again, our batch was invited to start a LPS alumni. Haha. Felt very honoured and important of cos.
So, we didn’t have the chance to play with any lanterns or sparkle sticks. But, the mischievious us went up to our Primary 6 form teacher’s desk to “mess” up her table. She wasn’t around cos she was on MC so we thought leaving her a note telling her we were here would be nice. Told Kangtai to quickly organise a primary school dinner so that all of us can meet up together, of cos with Mrs Guna. Let’s hope Kangtai comes out with something soon.
And of cos, pictures. Here goes.
LianHua = Loyalty & Honesty
eileen your face damn classic
That’s all for now. Pui’s bday bash laters.I know I know. Always lack of updates. Sorry guys. Work was hectic, as usual. I haven’t been enjoying my weekends for the past few weeks and I felt so deprived of relaxation times. And poor Mr.Cookie. has to go through boring weekends with me. Sorry baby.
Anyway, was really glad I completed my last fight today. Okay, it wasn’t exactly the last. Sales validation next week. One thing I can say is that I’ve gotten myself into nothing easy to handle but I’ll hold on and persevere for I’ve come thus far.
However, despite my busy schedule, I managed to meet up with some of my peeps, like the Royalties, SPAMK and of cos Sha and William. Though not for long, but yeah, it was enough. More please… hehe
Dinner with the family at Long Beach last Sunday. My treat. Hehe. Food wasn’t really superb but it was good enough.
Talking about food, I have cravings for steamboat. Any interested parties?
Ending this post with of cos my favourite.
I.love.you