It’s the 6th year, 9th month and 1 day with you. I only have 3 words - THANKS and LOVE. The following is going to sound rather cliche but heck, I’m saying it no matter what.

A day without you is like a world without sunshine. Your smile light up the road ahead of me and the road that’s facing is always never ending. That’s why I see FOREVER with you.

This month falls luckily on a Saturday and so we did a splendid celebration in no where classy but hot, humid and dirty Sentosa. More updates on that again.

I just BUSTED 120$.

Life’s so far so good! Have been telling myself not to be overly bothered by the problems that I’m facing. And indeed, I’m living a better life now. Thanks to Mum and Mr.Cookie. for ALWAYS being there, constantly reminding me that I’m never alone.

So, what have I been up to these days? Well, aside from giving tuition every now and then, I did random dates with Mr.Cookie. too, now that he has so much free time on hand to spare before his school starts. Oh ya. We watched Kungfu Panda - which was rare cos’ Mr.Cookie. was NEVER a fan of Disney productions. Anyways, the show was good.

One of my students gave this to me. Sweets.
Mr.Cookie. and Mr.Cookie?

Then, met up with the boys for some healthy living activity. We booked a badminton court at the sports complex. Feels good to sweat it out after so long. But the aftermath of this - aching ankles and arms. Haha* That goes to show how long it’s been since my last workout. Anyhoos, it was fun to the max, especially with Tok acting retarded most of the time, really tickled my nerves alot.

I love this candid
sweating it out

Supposed to meet up with Vel together with Mingzhi and Nengjie for dinner but couldn’t make it in time. A pity but I guess there’s always another time, right I hope. Haha.

Anyways if you guys (Royalties and SPAMK) are reading this, when’s the next meetup?

I’ve been hit pretty badly by the emo-bug these days. Thanks to Mr.Cookie. for standing by me all these while. I feel so vulnerable when I’m all alone. I can’t sort out my thoughts like how I did in the past. I need to stop stressing myself over issues that has been bombarding my small little brain. Cast them aside, once and for all like what Mr.Cookie. has always said. Be a happy-go-lucky bean. I need to move on.

Once again, thanks baby.

Visited Chinatown with Mr.Cookie. Hunted for the said Isetan People’s Park that Mr.Cookie. claimed to have existed. Haha. Disappointment. Saw OG instead. Went heartland shopping. Dropped by People’s Park Centre and Complex (it’s 2 different malls). Collected travel brochures. Nasty food oil air (pukes). Walked down to The Central at Clarke Quay. Dinner at Liang Court. Wasted time at PS. Took many many pictures. Home. That’s our regular Wednesday dates. What do you think?

I adore long hair
My.Cookie.
Close ups
I love that shampoo smell on your hair *sniff*
I heart Wednesdays

I have many things to update about, so please be a little bit more patient than you usually are, okie?

SO, what have I been doing these few weeks? I think I’ve been having too much fun. Harh! What to do? Who can resist fun? Not me definitely.

Mr.Cookie. and I dropped by Haw Par Villa (HPV) the other day. Yes, Haw Par Villa. What a weird and wulu place to date. But well, we wanted to go somewhere that cost us the least since we have plans to save up. Since HPV’s admission is FOC, why not right?

As expected, you wouldn’t see a crowd in HPV, especially on a weekday afternoon. First stop was to the Courts of Hell. Mr.Cookie. commented that the chilly atmosphere was felt. By the way, admission to the Courts of Hell exhibit is a dollar per pax. Well, we saw figurines of how the Chinese believe that human beings are treated after they die and go to hell. We also saw a few boards stating the crimes human beings commit and the kind of punishment that they will be entitled to. From what I read, I told Mr.Cookie. that there’s a 99.9999999% I’ll go to hell. =( Reason, you’ll go to hell if you cheat in tests/exams and if you waste food. That’s already 2 crimes out of so many that I committed. Harh!

Outside Court of Hell
Then we walked around the place and took silly pictures. Mr.Cookie. is so silly he made this comment, “I don’t understand why animals are dressed!” Hahah. Funny. Cos’ most of the animal figurines wore clothes. I didn’t know how to reply him. Silly baby.

Haha
I thought this monkey’s quite “ALERT” and garang! haha
I love you baby

Why are you hiding in the cave?
Statue of Liberty on a Chinese Cultural tour?

After HPV, we took a bus down to Queenway Shopping Centre then to Tiong Bahru for our favourite Qiji Nasi Lemak.

Then last Saturday, met up with SPAMK (minus mouse AGAIN). We had brunch at lot 1’s newly opened New York New York. Then we dropped by Choa Chu Kang Park (deafy went off early) for more camwhoring. Fun to the max.

Left around evening and met Mr.Cookie., Hafiz and Tok for the final match between the LIONS and the Saudi Arabians. Last match on the grounds of Kallang National Stadium. Sadly, the LIONS didn’t play as well as expected. We lost 2-0. Whatever la. Not the fiirst time we’re out of World Cup anyway.
Haha, Hafiz and Mr.Cookie. so patriotic. Look at yours truly. Haha!

The boys.
Singaporeans! haha!

After the match, we had a mad drive in town trying to find a good place for dinner. We wasted like don’t know how many litres of petrol. But the fun was between me and hafiz, communication with tok’s newly bought walkie talkie. Haha*

I still have 1 more event to update. Tomorrow okie? Stay tuned!

Finally left the country for a short getaway at Batam. This time, accompanied by Mr.Cookie., Willie and Adelene. Things were great, minus the few situations that we encountered. Luckily, no life was put at stake. Gonna post quite abit of pictures, so bear with me?

Day 1
Met Willie and Adelene at Harbourfront Centre on a pretty early Sunday morning. Went to the ticket counter and collected our travel passes before we head to MacDonald’s for brekkie. I was so excited about the trip since this was somehow my first without my family.

Candid
Mr.Cookie. looks like some Amazing race contestant here =)
Went through the Singapore customs with my renewed passport *grins* and board the ferry. Was feeling jumpy throughout the trip while the rest of them napped. And before we knew it, Batam was within sight and we made our first step on this foreign ground.
I like the way the clouds look so close to the land
The “sentosa cove” - batam version
Once there, we looked our for the driver who was supposed to drive us to the hotel. Confused in just the best word to describe what we were feeling then. This man, who was supposed to be our driver, looked at my pass and returned it back to me. He didn’t even check and just assume that we are not who’s he’s expecting. If not for this other driver there to help our, I guess, the man will drive off without us *hmpf*

The ride to the hotel was really bumpy. The roads were rather disorganised and the place really gave me an experience of a kampung lifestyle. You’ll see alot of the roadside stalls selling staple food like rice and noodles - interesting.

Reached the hotel, but we couldn’t check in yet cos’ the room wasn’t ready. So we waited at the lobby, and they served us some chilled welcome drink. The hotel is a mini replica of the Star Cruise and the concept is a mix of European and Oriental. After a while of waiting, we were issued our key cards and we took our baggages, left it in the room and off to our first stop - Megamall.

The portrait on the ceiling
Paparazzi? Where?

Lunch was at KFC. I only have one comment, Batam Chili is crazily spicy but it’s nice. I’m not picky when it comes to food. Still prefer Singapore’s KFC though. After lunch, we had A&W’s rootbeer float for dessert. Yummilicious! Then we shopped around. The mall was insanely crowded. They had some celebration thing happening in the mall, so, making the mall not only crowded but NOISY. Checked out the newly opened cinema and bought the tickets for Skinwalkers (some gory show that I didn’t wanna watch but went along cos I didn’t wanna be a spoilsport).

Men/Women’s room?? They are actually toilets. haha

And then, as we were shopping, tragedy happened. We were walking into the hypermart, when Adelene turned to Willie and exclaimed “Why is your bag unzipped?” Willie checked his bag and realised his wallet was missing. Yeah, so he got pickpocketed. It’s such a mishap, dampened the mood a little, but we decided, the holiday must still go on. One lucky thing is that he took out all his ATM and credit cards so Willie wasn’t totally penniless.

After the movie, we decided that it was kind of late, so bought dinner and went back to the hotel.

Dinner
Something funny we saw at the hotel
Day 2
Woke up to Willie’s wake up call the following morning. Woke lazy Mr.Cookie. up after some persuasion. Washed up and we went for brekkie at the hotel. The food was really up to some decent standard. I love the porridge and I ate the same thing for all the time I was there. I’m not someone who takes very heavy breakfast, but while I was there, I did eat quite abit.
The lazy Mr.Cookie.
Morning Batam
After breakfast, it was time for some water activities. We went swimming at the hotel’s pool. The water was freaking cold and I was trembling when in the pool. My teeth couldn’t stop chattering and Mr.Cookie. had to pass me some warmth. Hahaha. But I decided to just sink myself underwater and after a while, I was swimming like a nemo *giggles* Soon, our fingers got wrinkly and we washed up before we set off to our next stop - Nagoya Plaza.

Doraemon pancake

Did abit of shopping before we lunched at BFC. Ate some Ayam Soto which I felt was so so. Think Mr.Cookie.’s fried rice tasted better. A&W-ed again and did a bit of arcade before we head back to the hotel. Mr.Cookie. and I called up the massage service and we relaxed and loosened up our nerves. The traditional massage was a little painful, a little ticklish but shiok to the max. Money well spent indeed. Afterwhich, headed down to Golden Prawn for some seafood feast (the best meal excluding the hotel breakfast). The food was made fresh, serving was big, and price was cheap. Tummy satisfied and went back to the hotel.

Mr.Cookie. was so shagged, we slept rather early.

Day 3
Was among the first to wake up. Bathed and all, then packed up our baggages a little. Woke Willie and Adelene up then went for brekkie. Went back to the room to rest abit more before we check out and the driver picked us up to the ferry terminal. Decided to get a later ferry back to Singapore so that we can shop abit more. But we all know, good things must come to an end. Soon, we were on our way back to our homes, waving bye bye to the foreign land.

haha
Look at how they sell their nuggets and sausages. I was thinking, let’s buy 1 hotdog home. haha
Bye Batam!

As promised, after a series of compiling, I’m here with updates of my Graduation and the cooking session. Batam updates will come soon, when I’m feeling less exhausted.

Anyway, my graduation was a blast, except for some “hay wires” here and there. It’s more like a gathering with friends I haven’t met ever since the last paper in the final semester. The ceremony took quite a while, which was sort of expected because Business school is so big.

All the graduands were dressed up in their pretty graduation robes, and so did I. I was joking about us looking like a fairer replica of Justice Bao. The robe, which looks really good on all graduands, was bulky as well. I accidentally stepped on my “neighbour”’s robe on a few occasion *oops*.

That’s me by the way - receiving the scroll
With Robert Gunawan
Spot the odd one out

However, it was a pity that all my friends were rushing to leave after the ceremony - which means, a very short cam whoring session. Don’t know when we’ll see each other again, I wonder.

Went for my own planned graduation dinner with Mr.Cookie. at Ichiban Sushi. Great dinner, great company. Then dropped by Jurong, as suggested by Mr.Cookie. to have our own photoshoot. heh*

Mr.Cookie. struggling with the chopsticks. So adorable, right?

Yum yum Mr.Cookie. Hehe*
Elmo tagged along
Happy graduation Mr.Cookie. =)

Had some shots with the family as well - without makeup. Ahahahaha* All Natural shots I’ll call them.

Parents I love
Sisters for life
I kind of like this shot

Then Mr.Cookie. suggested another photoshoot session. Haha. Yes, we’re crazy! This time, to a place we always wanted to go.

pretty flowers I like and I love. Caramel frappe

I wanna stay on the mountain top
Bangkok bangkok BK when?
Strip tease

Other pictures “kopped” from Siti
Spent the following day at Bowling’s place for a totally impromptu cooking session. Initial plan was for Wild Wild Wet, but because most of them were not enthusiastic about it, so it was put off. We cooked so much food that I think we didn’t even finish half of them. But it was a really good and fun experience.

Struggling to open up the can of luncheon meat
from this
to this Once a batok mate, always a batok mate. *winks*
That’s all for now. Look forward to my batam updates ok?


I have so many pictures on hand that I wanna post - graduation, cooking session at bowling’s and the batam trip. Feeling lazy lazy lazy. Give me some time. Shall post it up soon. Promise ok?

I’m so glad things are improving between you and me. Yay yay yay!

Will be back with more updates!

Hurting words were hurled at each other, but we all know, deep down, we never meant what was blurted out. Those words were totally unintentional and came out only in a fit of anger. We all know, at least I do. The aftermath of this - broken and shattered hearts.

I’m sorry things always have to end up the way it is. I know, the obstacles in my inner mind is obstructing smooth progression. I’m guilty for this and I have no reason to argue and put blames on you. I know you’ve done your best, providing the right amount of assurances every now and then. I repeat, the problem is about me and nothing to do with you. You’ve always done your best, but I admit I haven’t been putting in enough effort to appreciate what you have given. This traumatic barrier has been putting a toil on me. You’re absolutely right about the need to put those fears aside and move on. Yes, I’ve thought about it and judging the state that we’re in now, there is an urgent need for bad things to be thrown out of my emotional window. But I really hope to be granted some time for this.

Right now, I hope it’s not too late for this now. Happy 6 years, 8 months and a day now. Baby, I’ll always love you.

This weekend was one of the least eventful one I had. I didn’t had much to do. I had my tuition classes cancelling out on me at the very LAST minute, which as a result, disrupted my entire weekend plans. And so, I spent my Saturday online alone, watching shows for close to 11hours. Craziness on 9 out of a scale of 10.

However, took time out to go to the Singapore Expo with Mr.Cookie. with a hope to hunt for some good buys. Initial plan was for the Adidas sale which was a GREAT disappointment. We dropped by the Food Expo, which was C.R.O.W.D.E.D. We had aunties squeezing their way through, cutting queues, snatching for free samples yadayadayada. Bought some fried chicken which obviously had not undergone any Q.C checks. Tried the Popular sale and Robinsons sale which was better off i.e. more walking spaces and better air to breathe. Mr.Cookie. tugged a big bag of buys from Robinsons while yours truly got some comestics and body care products. Cheap cheap cheap.

The only pathetic picture of the day

After that was dinner with Mr.Cookie. and my family at Causeway Point Swensens. Dinner was good but I guess Mum’s crazy antics shocked Mr.Cookie. abit, right dear? haha* But Mum’s really cute with those sunglasses yes? *giggles* Well, at least we know where I inherited the craziness playfulness from.

Countdown to Graduation: 2 days
Countdown to Batam trip: 6 days
P/S: Didn’t take pictures because my beloved Erjie who borrowed the camera wasn’t kind enough to charge my batteries despite having 2 batteries. Urgh! Hahahahah.

I’m gonna do this entry in pointers:

  • The 2nd sis brought my camera to Taiwan which explains why I haven’t been updating any visuals
  • Met up with the Royalties last Sunday for Xiuhui’s birthday dinner at Suntec Kuishin Bo
  • We did arcade and neoprints which reminded us of our younger days *not that we are very old now*
  • I did something exciting today and I ain’t gonna reveal it *giggle*
  • I’m suffering from a very bad tummyache
  • I PS-ed my beloved friends for dinner because of the pain
  • I ate my favourite curry mum cooked despite having a very bad ache
  • I feel truly loved and blessed by mum and Mr.Cookie.
  • My mense came in time and I’m going for my getaway in comfort
  • Tomorrow’s Wednesday meaning a good date with Mr.Cookie.

Short and sweet isn’t it? Goodnights.

The happier times on our random dates.

7th May

my “masked” up new love

Spring colours


10th May

The carpark queueAwww… sweetness

I see that red baby*

Hands off Naughty Cookie
Beautiful*

14th May

Wired up

Grumpy cos’ I was SO super hungry and the food hasn’t come

Where’s my food???

FOOD food food!

I waited till I turned blue!!! Urgh**

See that curry chicken?? I like… LOVE

That’s all for now. Peace out!

Knowing the truth hurts, but it beats being kept in the dark and never knowing the truth ever. The only way to handle the hurting truth, I figured, is to accept and face it, overcome it and get by with it. It’s difficult to pretend things are okay when they are obviously not. The mind says to let go but the heart says to persevere. So what do I do? Which path do I take?

Enough said. I live on extremely stormy grounds now. Can only pray hard for it to stabilise.

By the way, does Karma really exist? I think it does. And right now I’m serving my own share. Serves me right.

Destroyed.Damaged.That’s me.

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